Waking from a dream ...
May. 24th, 2004 03:33 pmTakes place the morning after this
Paris stared down at the bodies of the woman and two children. He could taste ashes in his mouth, feel the heat of fire on his skin. They had been hacked to death, small limbs lying as if tossed on the pile of flesh as an afterthought. He felt shock course through him, but the man whose eyes he stared out of looked down at the sight with a heavy heart, shock being a feeling he had left behind long ago. Paris could feel a little more hope slip from the man's heart, as he wondered, not for the first time, if they could ever truly beat the darkness back. Paris knew he would never give up. He had felt many things from him in their time together, but knew he would fight until the end if he needed to. He would not, could not abandon his people.
Then Paris was back, waking in Dave's house, his shoulder a little tense from sleeping on the couch. He stretched, and felt the need for coffee, even the instant kind as there wasn't yet a kitchen in the place, never mind a coffee machine. He quietly made himself a cup, hoping he wasn't disturbing Dave sleeping up on the futon, then took his coffee outside, and sat on the stairs leading up to the side door.
He sighed, thinking on his dream. Sometimes, they were dreams, filled with surreal imagery. Sometimes, like last night, merely snapshots from a life that wasn't his. The torn and bloody flesh wasn't enough to count as a nightmare anymore; it was just a fact of life. Fighting orcs, now that was a nightmare, the sound, and the smell … he shuddered at the thought. And what if this was the start of another cycle? If he threw himself into the job at hand today, wore himself out, he could probably sleep through tonight. He couldn't risk a full blown nightmare, not his second night at Dave's place. The thought of having to explain to Dave exactly why he was fighting orcs in his sleep didn't appeal, and he wanted to stay here, felt he needed to stay here, and he had learned a long time ago to trust his feelings. And he saw in Dave someone else with something hidden just below the surface. Someone else with a secret he didn’t want to share with the world.
Paris stared down towards the trees, and drank his coffee. This was a good place, it had a good feel to it, and he was looking forward to helping put it back together, making it into a home for Dave. He finished his coffee and ambled back into the house. Time to get started.
Paris stared down at the bodies of the woman and two children. He could taste ashes in his mouth, feel the heat of fire on his skin. They had been hacked to death, small limbs lying as if tossed on the pile of flesh as an afterthought. He felt shock course through him, but the man whose eyes he stared out of looked down at the sight with a heavy heart, shock being a feeling he had left behind long ago. Paris could feel a little more hope slip from the man's heart, as he wondered, not for the first time, if they could ever truly beat the darkness back. Paris knew he would never give up. He had felt many things from him in their time together, but knew he would fight until the end if he needed to. He would not, could not abandon his people.
Then Paris was back, waking in Dave's house, his shoulder a little tense from sleeping on the couch. He stretched, and felt the need for coffee, even the instant kind as there wasn't yet a kitchen in the place, never mind a coffee machine. He quietly made himself a cup, hoping he wasn't disturbing Dave sleeping up on the futon, then took his coffee outside, and sat on the stairs leading up to the side door.
He sighed, thinking on his dream. Sometimes, they were dreams, filled with surreal imagery. Sometimes, like last night, merely snapshots from a life that wasn't his. The torn and bloody flesh wasn't enough to count as a nightmare anymore; it was just a fact of life. Fighting orcs, now that was a nightmare, the sound, and the smell … he shuddered at the thought. And what if this was the start of another cycle? If he threw himself into the job at hand today, wore himself out, he could probably sleep through tonight. He couldn't risk a full blown nightmare, not his second night at Dave's place. The thought of having to explain to Dave exactly why he was fighting orcs in his sleep didn't appeal, and he wanted to stay here, felt he needed to stay here, and he had learned a long time ago to trust his feelings. And he saw in Dave someone else with something hidden just below the surface. Someone else with a secret he didn’t want to share with the world.
Paris stared down towards the trees, and drank his coffee. This was a good place, it had a good feel to it, and he was looking forward to helping put it back together, making it into a home for Dave. He finished his coffee and ambled back into the house. Time to get started.